feeling....tired.... in anticipation

working makes ppl feel tired
i've never felt this way in a long time
u may think i'm insane, but i like this feeling. it gives me a sense of accomplishment. i feel tired because i've been doing things! my fatigue din come from watching tv for too long, it din come from stoning, it din come from sleeping for too long.
i used to feel this way when i was studying for o levels, when i was training under NJ canoeing team, when i was studying for my a levels, when i was working at hmv, when i was doing my projects in sem2.
canoe polo doesnt really give me this feeling. it's probably due to the structure of the trainings, and the morale of the team is often low cos there isnt full commitment to the trainings. will i be able to develop the same level of passion i had for my nj canoeing team for the present canoe polo team? i dun feel everybody trying as hard as we did last time. we may not haf won the title, but training w the nj team was the experience of my life. nus canoe polo girls may be a winning team, but i think we really need smthg more in our trainings now, from we ourselves. i really dunno how to tell the others how i feel.

sch's starting soon! matric fair is starting from this monday onwards, and then followed by wk 0, which is when i will prepare for my move into the hostel room. new sem, new projects, new frens, new enemies, new couples, new activities. ok, doesnt sound exactly very interesting, but i'm really curious wat will happen this coming semester. we shall see