hi 2010, you haven't been so kind to me

it can only get better...

cheers

bad habits die hard

i procrastinate, therefore i blog

before i blame any more things on luck, i need to change my procrastinating ways. 

sometimes, things turn out the way they are because of human factors, not the supernatural.

i have decided to motivate myself to quickly finish the report i'm working on with a ipod nano (woah, finally an apple product in my life!) .

and then, i ended up wasting 3 hours this afternoon online, looking at models, accessories, colours, specs and other products on the apple store website! 

argh. i need some good solutions to make me change this bad habit for good!!!

how can i be happy?

gosh i've been getting too easily depressed lately

it all started with my lost camera lens... i think if i whine again about this to my friends they are going to get so sick

i was contemplating to plan a holiday by myself but then i think the loneliness might kill me

there's this never-ending project and difficult relationships to deal with at work that i desperately need to end so that i can embark on new (and more difficult) ones

there are so many personal projects that i want to start but i can't because i waste too much of my spare time stoning away

home is not exactly a sanctuary either

and why do i keep hearing all the negative forecasts of my chinese horoscope for this 2009 lunar new year?!!!

i need a signpost to happiness

i can't zzz.

or should i say, i don't like to sleep?



i'm not sure what's the difference between these two, because generally i can't force myself to do something i don't like to do, especially when the choice is up to myself to decide.



the clock says it's 12.25am now. my mind tells me it's early.
i know i have some work to complete at home. my heart tells me not to care about it.
that's why i'm here blogging.


or actually i'm trying to twitter. but it's over capacity.


the page says "Too many tweets! Please wait a moment and try again." and below the line shows a cute whale being saved by the tweets:

oh well, i'm blabbering...
so do you twitter? i just realised i can twitter in the office (VS web-based emails, msn - i can't do all these). blogging in the office is abit too troublesome. so maybe you can catch me at twitter for more frequent updates. been tryng to put up a twitter link on this blog, but i couldn't get the alignment right. maybe it's time.

find me on twitter @ my gmail.

bad days don't escape you even when you try to elude them

my father made me an offer to bring along our less-than-a-year-old Sony High-definition DV recorder for the trip. today due to a freak accident, the LCD display cracked. 3 jagged lines across the display. and i wasn't even there... :(

*heartache*

i wished i had taken better care of it, i wished i had asserted more control over it.......

i hate this feeling!!! arrrgghhhhhhhhhhhh

my heart is going to bleed more when i return to the fair and see more LCD screens tomorrow