appalled

at my absentmindedness. i'm not sure if absent minded is the correct description but lately i've been really forgetful that i suspect i have an early onset of alzheimer's or dementia (touchwood).

the nearest-embarassment incident would have to be when i forgot my NETS pin number at the supermarket cashier. i simply stared at the keypad and it stared back at me and then i stared back at the cashier lady. the voidness in my brain sent a chill down my spine (hah, this phrase reminds me of compositions back in school). in the end i "forced" myself to scrape my brain for this piece of important memory and luckily before i gave up it suddenly came to my mind again. phew

well anyway that was not the worst. i just realised i have not uploaded my tokyo photos into my home PC! and i have already deleted them from my company laptop! ARGHHHHHHHH!

i hope i still can find them in the office server tmr. this feeling sucks. i really hope i'm not losing my mind. :(