feeling jaded

after a long week. or should i say a long year? it's been a year since i first started on the project, which finally came to a milestone juncture (not the end yet, many people reminded me) - a week of workshop with the client. i geared up all my energy for this milestone, so much so that i'm going for a dip right now. it could also because of all the eating i have done in the past week. ;p

but hor....

it's really not the time to dip, yet. sighs
there's still so much that needs to be done, for the next milestone.

i need to do better, the perfectionist in me is telling me so.
but the procrastinator in me is telling me to wait for an inspiration.
the researcher is trying to figure out something in the head.