a girl's frustration

my guy classmates don't treat me as a girl! apart from the usual teasings,
they always haf this stunned (or shocked) look when they see me in girly stuff like a skirt, makeup, heels for the first time.

yesterday for the sde photoshoot i drew a rather thick eyeliner tt made my eyes look much bigger. i swear it wasn't intentional. but somehow it made my eyes looked nicer and hence i decided not to remove it (hah yes i'm vain vega). i knew what the reaction from my class will be. but i didn't expect them to STARE.

stop staring lah pls... makes me feel like an alien. it seems to them i'm super sensitive.. but it's simply because i didn't make up for attention. furthermore looking better supposed to give me confidence but instead the teasing or shld i say mockery made me feel uneasy.

my character may seem boyish BUT i'm really really really really a GIRL!!!