SP's organising the SRRR, and this year they are having the women's open cat for canoe polo. It 's gonna be at Clarke Quay, so if we manage to get into the semis, you all will see me there! how exciting, first time playing polo in Singapore River! We are sending in 2 teams, spliting the year 2s up.. The grouping seems weird to me.
Well but aniwae, I'm not too confident about it. Because, firstly, I look at our opponents in our table, and to emerge top 2 means to beat 4 other teams, and they are either fast or experienced teams. 2ndly, my self esteem level has been quite low. I dunno how to find back the confidence i used to have in everything I do, even in polo. I dunno if they will make me the goalkeeper again, which i hope they dun! because i'm really scared. I'm scared that history will repeat itself, and i let in a loser goal. I'm really very scared. And once again the woman is in my team. And I hope she doesnt insist that I keep again. because i must admit that she is a better keeper. And everybody knows that!
Sigh, i dunno.. I AM REALLY VERY SCARED! how???? hopefully i can get my answers tmr during training.
somehow i wld rather i'm in the other team, cos most of the yr 2s are there.. but of course, i still haf meijie, weiyi, and weilin w me here.. and also liling and winnie..
oh man
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