freaking out

sometimes i juz wished kk will show more sense of urgency for the proj..makes me feel really insecure..
tried to contact him in the morng, almost tot my sms wasnt working... luckily he called back!
felt rather uneasy when i was still working on the trolley after due time but since he didnt call me to rush me, tot i shld just carry on and push the buying of materials to tmr.. this material thing has been postponed again and again, but guess no point buying and sourcing when we havent finalise the design rite?
but i'm damn scared we can't finish everything by the 10th.. besides the prototype, we still haf to produce hundreds of drawings! damn scared...but he still appears nonchalent abt it!

i'm freaking myself out.. there're a thousands thing to do now..but i'm juz.. hai, i'm still blogging away! dunno which one to do first! shld i study for tmr's unseen tutorial? or source for manufacturer? or prepare for marketing?? urm.... sianz

btw the kelvin on 933 is pissing me off w the way he pronounce 'happy' - ' har- py'.. i usually quite like him cos he has a good sense of humour but...can't he stop slanging??

shit ..feel like a pig now..juz realise i finished half a bottle of pringles in like half an hour? uh.. i agree w u ruoying...u never notice how much u eat til u are bursting..heh urm.. feel like puking now.. damn pringles

so ppl who are reading my blog, why dun u drop me a few comments once in awhile?? like quite sian to be tokking to myself all the time.. annabelle..u asked me to upload photos but also never comment about them??? seemed like i uploaded the photos for myself to see?? hmmm...i dunno...

i'm juz typing n typing cos i dun wanna do my work..but i'm freaking out cos i'm scared i can't finish my stuff n exams starting soon yet i havent studied ANYTHING yet..yea wat's a girl gonna do when she's feeling lost? spend time on things like blogging..and tv... ok i must really stop now..

*struggles to stop typing*


shit i'm damn bo liao...