screwed up day

anything tt can go wrong will go wrong

juz yesterday i wonder how murphy is going to rule my first match
it couldnt haf been any better

first the ngee ann poly girls wore the same rash guard as us.
they KNEW we have the same rash guard because we played frenlies TWICE with them and on BOTH occassions we wore our rash guard!
and when viv asked the pimple face girl tt if they knew they were wearing the same rash guard as NUS in the toilet, the girl said YES!
why muz they buy the same rash guard as us? it will make the game so confusing!
it really pissed us off and we were cursing them. in the end we had to wear a white T-shirt!!!
so we were really determined to thrash them

and since they lost their other prelim round, they HAVE to at least DRAW us.

which THEY DID!!!! and it's ALL BECAUSE OF ME!!!
this girl fast-broke into our half. i saved the shot.
BUT I DUNNO WHY I LOST MY PADDLE and MY ATTEMPT TO PASS THE BALL FAILED
THE BALL LANDED BESIDE THE GIRL AND SHE SHOT A NEH-NEH GOAL!

i wanted to die. that was at the last few seconds of the game. and that was the goal tt gave them a chance to qualify for the semis!
and tt means we will haf to win SP tmr in order to qualify for semis and to avoid playing w red tide in the semis
and because of this we had to rename the starting line-up tmr. and this caused jiahui to be benched! she wanted to play so much! argh.

one thing leads to another... and it's mainly cos of me!

i noe i shldnt dwell on this... but i'm really troubled
it will be another difficult match tmr...and if i were to screw up again
i wun be able to face xb n the others
i dun want to cry like how i did two yrs ago