tots of the day

lalala the balloting results are out...and the draws are very favourable to our team! juz tt wat's been happening in our team lately hasnt been encouragin.. i really pity our coach, he can't figure out how gals think! poor xb!

i'm gng back to the no-life days...
i'm gng to study-train-work besides slping n eating
i'm gng to TRY to lose weight also.....tone up....

really dunno if i shld work anot...the money is good but i really dunno i can cope physically n mentally...
i can't imagine me doing all those projs and training almost every day and working on weekends...
do u think i'll die????
i dun see any personal time for me n myself. hmmmm almost none w my family too.
shld i slog myself out for MONEY? it's all just for MONEY!!!
why do i need the money? because i want to save up for my next holiday, for diving lessons, for driving lessons, for luxuries (tt i haf no time for?) ...and so tt my parents dun need to give me too much allowance...
i juz got my mom a job,i think it's gng to be tough for her, but it also means tt our family can haf a looser budget. so i really hope she will find it alrite n sail thru it w/out much probs. hopefully tt means more allowance for me? den shld i still work? haha the ironies of life.
i'm enjoying my work more n more now... getting along better w my co-workers. but it really makes me miss those old pals from hmv. esp those tt i dun dare to contact cos i'm scared tt it will juz make me realise how remote we haf become. i'd haf gladly gotten those cashews from melbourne for if we have still kept in contact. lalala....

i dunno why i haf this gift of remembering other ppl's names n faces. i dun like it! cos i realise tt ppl dun remember my name as easily as i can remember theirs! it's really not fair... i dunno why! i dun understand how this person can call me by another name when we haf been in the same team for the past yr! izzit tt hard to remember my name? tt's why i've been trying to not remember other ppl's names as much as possible. haha i noe it's childish but it makes my life happier this way. blehz

mmm tmr will be a better day. we are gng to sakae sushi again! hahahaahahaha