pick up & drop off

i'm having pms!!! can't control my temper, can't control my cravings, can't control my urge to spend money!!!

met del today before training..hai was supposed to check out smthg at isetan's. but we ended up spending half an hr at the mango sale. wasnt supposed to spend money on clothes b4 gng melbourne, but well... cldn't resist it and i think it was a worthy purchase.

b4 training had this sudden hunger for mac's fillet burger.. felt abit sick after goofing it down on the bus b4 running to the pool.

bad training
cldnt do my rolls properly. dunno why i juz cldnt hold my breath normally underwater today!
almost puked the burger out during the sprints
my rebound ball hit mj's head from behind. and she's still feeling giddy n pukish now! felt really bad but i din intend for the ball to hit her!
bad game. think the more we improve, the higher my expectations of my own performance will be... i noe the rest dun expect me to keep every shot away but i feel bad every time i miss to keep a shot away. esp those i noe i cld haf done so...
xb wanted to give me some pointers after the game. but think he forgot or wat la... i din go to him. wasnt in a mood to listen to him actually... think i really need a break

another thing i was really angry at was some of the snr guys.they were using half of the pool when it was supposed to be OUR pool slot. and WE were having a FULL pool game!!! tt was supposed to be our opponents' half. well we were pressed most of the time at our half so tt was empty most of the time. BUT that doesnt mean tt they cld use that half to practise shooting! and they juz replied lightly 'oh we tot that u all were playing a half-pool game' and it was the bloody med fac guy who said tt! BIG INSULT! IRRITATING MCPs! IDIOTS! they muz haf learnt from the SP guys. during the frenlies, the SP guys did the same thing. we felt really sorry for the SPgals. and now it is happening to US!!! i hope xk wasnt the one who gave them the permission to do so...if not i'll be so disappointed in him


btw on another note, i've gotten the latest harry potter bk from borders today. hard cover somemore...

i'm over-spending! i'm over-eating!!!
and i still haf many many things not done yet.

1. my room to be tidied and cleaned
2. update my passport
3. change money

angry at myself...
damn pms